Thursday, July 29, 2010

How to kill time without killing yourself

I'd really like to know how to do that. I've got a good case of pissed the fuck off today. The shit that goes through my head is driving me crazy. I want to scream, and break things, and hurt someone. I know why, but the reasons why, I can do nothing about. Useless rage is a terrible thing. It eats you alive from the inside.

Although I must admit is better than feeling so fucking useless and weak. Weakness has been eating me alive for a long time now. Anger isn't power. Its something else entirely. I don't know what to do with any of it.

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